Hello! I was young and scared once too, it's ok :)
Now I am old, but take it from someone that is ancient- it gets better. It will be ok, you will figure it out. Life is worth living.
Middleschool is a very hard time, kids are mean I am sorry :(
It does get better I promise, keep your head high you have a future ahead of you. If you don't have them now, you will get good real friend- they are out there don't give up.
I don't know you, but I love you and you are loved.
You have your whole life ahead of you, this time will pass I promise.